I said I wouldn't let this blog become a derelict (see also: lost cause) and by God I won't.
What's happened recently?
Well, I found out that 'she' didn't date one of my best friends, that was a misconception. They went to a dance together as friends. She used to like him, however, so now things are a bit awkward. Been talking with some friends about how to go about trying to grab a relationship while the spot's open, got some varied feedback. I don't really know what I'm going to do, but, just to humor a friend of mine, I'd probably show up with a boombox on my shoulders playing 2Pac's "I'd Rather Be Your NIGGA" and just let the conversation flow from there. Only not really because I'm horrified that could go tragically wrong.
I'll probably just take the nutshell version of the advice I received- Be myself. Be honest. Won't be difficult to do, I just hope this isn't a waste of time. It's not like I'm doing anything with it anyway. School's boring, I'm making a diorama of a desert... It's silly. I really don't mind it though. A few more weeks of this stupid shit, a great summer, and then I get to have a real schooling again.
My depression seems to be gone. My art is improving, maybe I'll share some in a future post. I recommended my friend, whose losing her memory like she was hit by a truck, start a digital diary, something like a more thorough, detailed blog on her hard-drive. It seems like it'll help her, but, not totally sure, wishing for the best.
I'll update as needed.
-E
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